Scared of Loneillness
but I am alone...I feel alone,
Trying to bring myself together but the pain is so much I can't do this anymore,
I'm covered in so much guilt and hurt,
my heart is in such a mess its half way close to being burnt.
Where am I ?
I lost of myself
I need to find myself
Why am I so damn unfortunate
to be going through all of this Frustration, Stress, Anger and Hate.
Why did I have to hurt him ?
But the little things he does hurts me, when would he realize how they affect me.
Does he even feel my hurt and pain?
Is he even trying to figure out how I'm going through dealing with each day?
I'm trying to overcome this but i'm pull back by my past,
I'm drifting away and I need to act fast.
To Procastinate I have learned it enables things to be done late.
Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future
I have already given up...Its finish...I'm done going through this torture.